Another favorite Christmas memory of
mine is the Christmas Parade. This happened a few decades ago when I
was young, energetic and knew no limits. Our small Maine town had a
Christmas parade after Thanksgiving each year. I think it was meant
to start the shopping fever. The floats were beautifully designed and
promoted by the town's stores. The final float held an amazingly
“real” Santa's workshop. There in full glory was the old man
himself waving and ho-ho-hoing for all he was worth. His elves threw
out candy to the cheers of the children and dismay of most of the
parents.
One particular year I stood on the
sidewalk with my children and watched the entire parade. As I watched
each float go by, I wondered at the emptiness I was feeling. The
floats were pretty but meaningless. I realized that the more
spiritual side of Christmas was being neglected. I thought, “There
really should be a religious float included. After all, it is
Christmas, the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ. Or a
Hanukkah float or well...something to feed our souls.”
In true Walter Middy fashion, I
began to visualize this float. First, music....probably couldn't get
the Mormon Tabernacle Choir but well, maybe speakers playing their
music. Next, some beautifully costumed figures representing Joseph,
Mary, the Wise Men and shepherds. Maybe some real animals... oh, yes,
it would be so awesome. I wasn't in a position to do this myself but
I did speak to a few people at my church. Nothing.
A year passed. Two weeks before the
parade was scheduled, I was given the calling of PR director for my
church. The first thing I thought of was my vision of the Christmas
Parade float. Whoo-hoo! I could do this! I contacted town officials,
squeaked by the deadlines and voila, I had a float permit. Now what
could I do in a week?
One member of the church had a
flatbed truck for his lumber yard. Another provided hay bales to line
the edges to keep participants from falling. One more built a simple
manger. One young man provided the signs we attached to the front and
back of the truck. The front sign stated “That God so loved the
world...” and the back sign read, “ that He gave His only
Begotten Son.”
No time for any kind of music
rigging or for fancy costumes. Children played the parts of the
Nativity scene dressed in towels and sheets. One pet lamb was tied on
with the children. It was simple. It was plain. As a matter of fact,
as the floats lined up before beginning, all we had was the truck.
Parade officials looked at us very strangely. I assured them all was
well and hid behind a tree as I cried in frustration.
Slowly but surely it began to come
together. Children were still being loaded on as we took our first
corner. I sat in the cab with my husband driving and a baby on my
lap. I had failed God. I was so embarrassed that I wanted to hide my
face. But as I apologized in prayer for such a plain and simple
float, my being was filled with warmth and I heard these words in my
heart, “And she brought forth her first born son, and wrapped him
in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no
room for them in the inn.” Luke1:7
More tears fell but they were tears
of joy and understanding. Jesus' birth was simple and plain...and
incredible. I began now to notice the reactions of the crowd. I saw
some crying, I heard people holler out their thank yous, I watched
fathers hold up their children to see “the baby Jesus”. Along the
entire parade route people broke into spontaneous clapping and the
float received more than one standing ovation.
I thought that perhaps others had
felt as empty as I had with earlier parades. I though of how hungry
we all are for spiritual experiences. But mostly, I was feeling
thankful for the plain and simple beginning to an extraordinary life
that has changed so many lives including mine.
I hope we will all take moments this
holiday season to celebrate life with all it's ups and downs and
maybe even send a whispered “Thank you” heavenward. That's the
view from my side of the street, what's yours?
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